February 2010
This Weekend
has been so damn great.
Regardless of all the craziness that has been harassing my life, this weekend has been a breath of fresh air. I’m so happy to put the past behind us, and start over again. My friends mean the world to me, and I couldn’t be happier with the outcome of this weekend. Only good things to come from here, dammit. And I won’t take anything less than that! :)
January 2010
I FUCKING LOVE MY FRIENDS.
I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD....
I really needed you today.
Honestly, the cutest song I’ve ever heard....
fuckyeahhlove:
i don’t love you as if you were diamonds, dark chocolate, or red roses, i love you as one loves the night, the penumbras keep you hidden but stars, my eyes, still manage to find you between my head and my heart, soul and shade. i love you as one loves another in the way that we do things calmly, quietly, lovingly. my soul tends to run up walls but yours soothes me it keeps my...
<3
fuckyeahhlove:
I set you up, Take a step. I gave you the opportunity, Chance it. I offered you my hand, Hold it. I opened my heart, Look inside. Don’t let this love slip us by.
by Amelia
And it hits.
I’ve been expecting it.
The unexplainable winter sadness that fills me to the core for no reason. I should be happy, I have basically everything I want. But i’m not. The smallest things upset me and I can’t stand being around anyone without feel anxiety for no reason. I feel like I’m loosing grasp of everything, and the one thing that means most to me is slipping right...
Meh, weird mood.
formspring.me/samsanroman
I could cry.
I should probably stop looking through old pictures and making myself sad. Yeah, I’ll say that this year really is turning out to be one of the best ever, and certainly better than last year but it doesn’t mean that everything is perfectly how I want it to be.
& I don't know how it gets better than this, you...
Open
fuckyeahhlove:
I’m the weakest person in the world, but I know you’re going to take care of me. All I have to give you is my honesty, my sincerity and my love. I want to be the best for you. sometimes I feel like I’m to weak for you , like I’m not a strong enough person for you , sometimes I feel like why should I be able to love you? Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve you, I don’t know,...
“Some people make your laugh a little louder, your smile a little brighter, and...”
– (via sillysilviasaliva) (via ilalalaluffyou)
Such a great song.
“Love is a word that is often overused. When someone says “I love those shoes”...”
– Unknown (via fuckyeahhlove)
Bold what is true.
ilalalaluffyou:
michelleneedsalife:
undressingthewords:
ohhaymadi:
-electrichearts:
youshockme:scarsandstories:ohshamwow:laurenkate:kkaattiieee:katieftw:(via: butaneskin)
You have been told ‘I love you’ by someone today You slept in your own bed last night You are dating the last person you kissed You regret kissing the last person you kissed You are wearing a necklace right now You...
I'm in such a better mood
Just got home from Sean’s house, listening to Fun. and about to jump in the shower. I’m ovvvvvvver your stupidity and ignorance that you want to put on me. Fuck you, your opinion doesn’t mean anything to me anymore! Sooo done with your petty judgmental shit. So come talk to me if you want to act like the adult I thought you were, but if not fuuuuck offffff :)
This weekend has been a pretty good one so far I'd...
“Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole, just like a faucet that leaks,...”
– Death Cab for Cutie.
I need to stop thinking right now. Fuck it. Goodnight.
I feel sick, I feel frustrated, I feel weird, I feel like everything is falling apart, I feel helpless, I feel out of place, I feel tired, I feel anxious, I feel like the girl from last year. And the worst part is that I don’t know why.
I’m blaming it on the time of year.
Tonight was a great night.
I’m not exactly sure why, but I love my orchestra concerts more than any normal orchestra nerd should. I love those who came to see me, and I love everyone who I get to spend time with behind the curtains. You guys are honestly the only people I really need anymore. Thank you. :)<3
OKAY
Starting right now, i’m getting my shit done and getting over this whole being sick crap. I’m going to school tomorrow and thats that!
NO MORE TUMBLARITY
conn0r:
nooooooooooooooooooo
I WAS FINALLY GETTING SOMEWHERE TOO WHAT THE FUCK MAN
This Can't Be Good For My Heart
fuckyeahhlove:
When I see you my heart pounds so fast, but the second you touch me it stops. It’s like you put me into cardiac arrest just from the electricity of your touch. I feel it creep through my body, up my arms, legs and back. And then it’s like suddenly my whole world stops, time slows down. I feel nothing but you, I see only your face. My heart stops beating. My brain stops working....
You know what I want more than anything in the...
(via ilovepoohbear)
sunday
conn0r:
why am I still sick… It’s almost gone but still come ON.
today I just stayed home and watched californication and put up new blinds and didn’t clean my room……
I NEED TO REMEMBER TO WAKEUP EARLY AND GET BAGELS FOR 111 DAY
IM STILL SICK TOO DUDE WTF
Gotta Have You - The Weepies <3.
fuckyeahhlove:
How can I tell you….?
I love you.
My heart flutters; beats tiny, jewel-bright wings against the bone bars of its cage. I smile. My arms ache, vaguely, as if I should be holding something that I am not. Him. His body, carved from DNA to fit mine so perfectly, corresponding to my shape like the cold air that rushes in to fill the hollows that he leaves when he stands up…I am...
I feel
unsettled… like everything isn’t where it’s supposed to be and nothings going to get done and I’m just stressed like there’s no tomorrow. Why? I really have no idea.
14137.) Sometimes I just want to cry my eyes out...
(via blogsecret)