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I started a cleanse today with my roommate

time to get the toxins out of my body from all the shit I’ve been eating

and with it, I need a cleanse of all the emotional shit i’ve been putting myself through.

I think i’m going to delete my facebook while i do it

I just need to figure out what’s right for me

and i’ve been putting it off for too long

all i know is that i miss you and i’ve let it consume me

but that’s not what this is supposed to be about

i just ordered the coolest pants

I AM SO EXCITED

THEY ARE SO COOL

i will never win

i’ve been feeling so inspired lately when it comes to my photography 

it’s just sad that everything isn’t the way i’d hope it to be in other places of my life

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the one thing that i love about my school is the teachers. the fact that i randomly bumped into my workshop teacher out and about today, he stopped me in my tracks to talk about how he loves my photos and helped me decide what topic i should choose for my portfolio

i love being in st maarten but it always gives me the time to really think about the things i try to bury inside

my whole day actually sucked so much